Livin La Vida Loca
How can I set free anyone who doesn’t have the guts to stand up alone and declare his own freedom? I think it’s a lie – people claim they want to be free – everybody insists that freedom is what they want the most, the most sacred and precious thing a man can possess. But that’s bullshit! People are terrified to be set free – they hold on to their chains. They fight anyone who tries to break those chains. It’s their security…How can they expect me or anyone else to set them free if they don’t really want to be free? I think people resist freedom because they’re afraid of the unknown. But it’s ironic…That unknown was once very well known. It’s where our souls belong…The only solution is to confront them – confront yourself – with the greatest fear imaginable. Expose yourself to your deepest fear. After that, fear has no power, and fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free. – Jim Morrison
More than a month ago, I did what has got to be the most daring, possibly craziest, thing i’ve ever done in my life. I quit my job and left a healthy company that had been good to me and paying me very handsomely. I don’t have another job waiting for me, I didn’t and still haven’t applied for another job, and I have no plans of applying for one yet soon. No, I am not worried, and no, I don’t have plans. All I know is tomorrow, I’m going to get my tattoo. I always wanted to get a tattoo, and I know what tattoo I want but people had been stopping me. I am so going to get that tatoo… it’s the word “Malaya” in alibata. For those who don’t know, alibata is the ancient Filipino alphabet, and “Malaya” means “Free” Is it a coincidence that I was born on Independence Day? It’s not a form of rebellion for i am not rebelling against anyone, or anything. I’m getting it because I want it. Pure and simple.
On Friday, I am flying to Clark, stay with Lyn (a couchsurfer in Angeles City who agreed to host me for a night) and then fly to Malaysia the next day where I’ll couchsurf with Eddie in Kuala Lumpur for 2 days and then get on the plane to Sarawak and stay there for 2 weeks with the parents. I will be spending the most anticipated 30th birthday there. I plan to spend it with the monkeys in Borneo if my parents do not object. Then I start my solo backpacking through Thailand, Laos, Vietnam, and Cambodia for a month.
I’m a bit scared, but mostly excited. I don’t have much savings, and I don’t know how I can last with the money I have in my bank. I don’t know what happens next, and I am so amused with myself. I swear I surprise even myself. So, here starts my journey… here’s to what lies ahead of me! Livin la vida loca!
So help me God. Ehe.





